
I must say that Tuesday night Bible Study has a special place on my calendar and in my heart. This is my second Beth Moore study to do "live" with thousands of other women from all over Houston, congregating together at our church. I didn't really know what to expect as we began to study the book of Revelation, but I must say, it has been in-cre-di-ble. It's just an added bonus that my mom is doing it this time as well- a perk of her being a new empty nester!
Please allow me to share the tip of the iceberg of this past week's study of Revelation 4-5; I am just going to hit a few highlights that begged me to sit in my seat in the sanctuary till morning came, just to try and process it all. As Beth kept saying "Lord this is just too much." Too much goodness, indeed!
--Revelation 4 gives a pretty crazy description of the throne room in Heaven. Poor John...he was just trying his best to convey what he saw in terms/animals/descriptions we might understand! The description was so overwhelming and detailed, but he did not describe God himself on his throne- just the surroundings. Beth likened this to the times when we drive by an extravagant home. We might not know who lives there, but we know, based on their surroundings, that they MUST be important!
--Another aspect of Revelation 4:6-11, is that it gives a CLEAR representation of a theocentric Heaven. Everything and everybody was surrounding the throne of God, praising him and placing their undivided focus on Him. Unfortunately, our imperfect world does not always share this theocentricity, but we can realign our focus to be in line with Heaven. We talked about how self-centeredness is such an illusion. We feel the most indulgent and like we are entitled to this, that and the other when we focus on our problems or complaints, or how people around us are wronging us. Self-centeredness is guaranteed to bring misery for the simple reason that it goes against the order of Heaven- how perfect creation should operate. We need to let go of ourselves- which is hard, because it is our biggest temptation to focus on ourselves.
--Revelation 5 delves into what will happen with the scroll and the lamb. In 5, the Lord is holding the scroll, and an angel "proclaims in a loud voice, 'Who is worthy to break the seals and open the scroll?" But no one in heaven or on earth or under the earth could open the scroll or even look inside it. I wept and wept because no one was found who was worthy to open the scroll or look inside. Then one of the elders said to me 'Do not weep! See the Lion of the tribe of Judah, the Root of David, has triumphed. He is able to open the scroll and its seven seals.'" (2-5) Okay so bear with me. There are some major things here. First-scholars have not agreed on the content of the scroll. There are innumerable interpretations, but it is definitely understood to be a scroll of destiny...the plans for the new Jerusalem? The title deed to earth? The scroll needs to be opened in order for the eschatological events to be set in motion. The daily, applicable points are these (very boiled down) if the Lamb is worthy to hold this magnificent scroll, what are you and I STILL unwilling to hand over and trust him with? Aren't we silly people? The second point is this: the Greek for the weeping that John did is the worst sort of grief that can be expressed in the Greek language. John was at the depths of despair over the fact that there was no one worthy to open the scroll. The elder then reminded him of the Lord's ability to handle it. He is good. He is worthy. In our day to day problems, when we try to do it on our own and figure it out in human terms, God will let us feel that despair of failure and what it's like to try our own way, not to punish us, but to then feel the absolute joy and fulfillment of what it's like to be filled by Him. Too bad we have to repeat this lesson so much. :)
I hope you made it this far in my post-I just was so blessed by those 3-4 points (not to mention the entire study!) that I had to share...and I didn't even go into the crystal sea part! For those of you who don't have the opportunity to go to this study on Tuesday nights, I highly recommend it whenever it comes out in DVD/book form.
"Then I heard every creature in heave and on earth and under the earth and on the sea, and all that is in them, singing:
'To him who sits on the throne and to the Lamb
be praise and honor and glory and power,
for ever and ever!'
The four living creatures said, 'Amen,' and the elders fell down and worshiped." Rev. 5:13-14
See how beautiful theocentric living is?